Today was a mess..

I would say fairytale, but no, it’s not even close.All those fairytales are full of shit. Funny how I would say this, being the biggest believer of fairytales.

Kept thinking about him today, how i could still feel his arms around me, his lips on mine and his scent. Couldn’t really concentrate on work cos i felt like breaking down with these memories in my head.

I know I said i have to give you up. Truth is, I can’t quit you and I don’t even fucking know why. :(